It's Pathetic When...

-You tried your best, but you don't succeed 
-Create something, but no one see it 
-We were talking, but people don't hear it 
-Apologizing is getting harder 
-People judge you, that you can't do better
-A teacher judge you, that you can't do anything, but actually, you already prove what you were saying

 Feels like, nowdays word means nothing

x, Bijou.

Dope

Dope: Marijuana, Weed, Narcotic, Addictive. Effect: Going insane, Happiness, Excessive Laughter. It's not literally like that, bcs I have my own dope that doesn't harmful. &THEY ARE MY DOPE

MY BABY GITA<3 Dia yg nemenin gue &ngasih gue pencerahan pas lagi susah, sedih, seneng, ngakak, baru putus, baru jadian, pas lagi khilaf. Calon psikolog ini doang nih yg kata22nya manjur&bisa gue telen.

Baby Eca&Putsy<3 Setia bgt nemenin masa22 jones.

BABY SURI&MISEL yg paling sering rumahnya gue samperin buat ngambilin makanan.

MANDOTT<3 Cintabgt sama yang satu ini, rumahnya selalu siap sedia dititipin hp. Makasih ya endot, semoga enggak bosen :')

MAMI VICKY<3 Si ganteng dr goa hantu, 24/7 bikin bbm rame. Love you, mam:*

YESICA PUTRI ARMANSYAH kalo lg dikebagusan, dia yg paling setia nemenin sampe nginep 2 hari 2 malem. Sayang cika bgt bijounya<3

ICHA, GITA, YESICA, VERINA<3<3<3

MAS RYAN SETIA bgt dengerin curhatan:)

IDOM Makasih idom udah setia nganterin Bijounya pulang bimbel:)

XII VIBURNUM 2013

GLOBAL MANDIRI 2013

The last one is this guy, Glenn Kurt Lintuuran. Gak banyak bacot. Pokoknya cinta banget deh sama yang satu ini☺♥ Mereka doang yg bikin gue dari nangis sampe senyum, dari senyum jadi ketawa, dari gak bener jd Alhamdulillah bener. Thank God, I've got 'em☺ Love, Bijou.

(Still) The Best.

I met this guy, is about 3 years ago. He accidentally added my Facebook. Yea, he had fulfill my day, he has colored my 731 days, but he also made a bigggg fuckin' hole in my heart. That hole, has been cured by another person, but actually that fuckin' hole was getting expand. I need to call 911 i think. But suddenly, that guy the-one-who-i-know-since-3-years-ago, suddenly wipe my tears away, and let me lend on his shoulders. Well, i mean not directly like that. But, i feel like i think he's still the one who can make my tears gone. By the memorize that i remember, words that he said, mistakes that he made, smile that he gave for me, song that we usually sang together, and knowledge that i'd never forget. But i know he got want he needs&he wants right now. I just can tell the world from this page, how much I would like to say Thankyou, to that guy. Best friend that I've ever had. For everything, for yea for times and I'd never regret. I'm so happy for you right now, U're getting better there. &I hope someday u'd like to teach me again. U're still, my best best friend ever, the best brother ever that can understand me. Well, from this post I hope there's no misunderstanding, I just want to say how much I'm very grateful to have a best friend like you.

PS: Once again, hope there's no misunderstanding:) 

Saying thank you means be grateful, right?;) 

X, Bijou.

What shud i write down here?

Say what??? Hello. Well, this is the first post on 2012, since i've been no where & looooong time no blog.

Well, about 10 minutes ago, i was thinking that i want to share something down here. Have you ever trust a person, like a hundred percents and when someday they broke it up, you just sooo hard to trust them again? Likeee you need a year or more to make "the trust" come back to urself?

Like what tumblr says:
Trust. Years to earn. Seconds to break.
Trust is like a paper, once it crumpled it can't be perfect.
I have problems trusting people. Bcs i've been screwed over so many times.

Maybe i'm one of them who has problems with trusting people.
Is anybody here know how to get 'em back?
It's hard, because I'm not Rihanna the one who loves the way people lie.

Bcs big or small lies are lies, right tumblr?





<3, Bijou.

Say Hello to Seventeen!

HELLO! It has been almost 2 months i did not post anything in this blog.
Well, i want to tell u the recent things that happened.

Firstly....let's say hello to SEVENTEEN!:D
Yes, I have been 17 yo since 21st August 2011.
Seneng banget actually, dikasih lotso surprise, and when the night came i held a Party di daerah Kemang. Well, these are the photos guys.



















AND THOSE ARE THE GIFTS THAT I RECIEVED :D

Well, guys thanks a lot for those loves. I love you so much, guys!! :)

PS: Btw I received this too :p



Xxo, Bijou :)

Halo Halo Bandung

Say Hello to Summer 2011!
This is what i want to tell you more about my Summer HOLY-day!
Btw, gue ke bandung twice a week cuma gara22 TRANS STUDIO.

yang pertama, sama Yesica, Bagus, Luthfan, Mangap, Emil.
INI SERU BANGETTT!
Ya, emang capek di Jalan sih....kita mau ke Ciater. Malemnya kita nginep di rumah nyokapnya Luthfan. We shared lotso stories & take losto pictures either there.










After this....Kita langsung getot ke Ciater.
Dan ya, karena yang nyetir rada22 ngeyel.
Kita pun nyasar.
Luthfan yang kita kira kayak 'peta Bandung' juga dengan sukses bikin kita nyasar :)

Udah berkilo kilo kali kita lewatin, si Luthfan bilang "nih depan stasiun hall nih"
Emil langsung nyeplos "tau dari mana lu pan?" Luthfan "itu angkot liat apa" Emil "Oh iya"

Eh, 15 menit kemudian, angkotnya belok.....dan ternyata abangnya mau pulang
dan ternyata di depan lagi itu Jurang, bukan stasiun hall.
Well, Luthfan soktau banget:)

Yang ke2.
Semuanya nanya "Fan ini dimana?"
Luthfan "Cianjuang"
Eh ternyata di sebelah kiri ada tulisannya -_-
Semuanya "ya pantesan elo tauuu, orang tulisannya gede di kiri"

Well, intinya dia nyasarin kita ke gaktau dimana.
Sampe akhirnya malem22 kita mutusin ngeliat Trans Studio kayak apa.
Karena gak punya duit. Akhirnya, kita mutusin balik ke Jakarta dan Selasa baru jalan lagi ke Bandung.

***

Kalo yang ini, yang ikut: Jihad, Raff, Gue, Luthfan, Mangap, Emil. S
Seru??? Yes.
Tapi halangannya lebih banyak.
Enggak ban pecah.
Mobil di derek.
Duit ngepas.
Tapi take a look our pictures deh, lotsooo FUN!!!!











SAKING CAPEKNYA NGANTRI DUNIA LAIN 3 SETENGAH JAM -_-







Sampe akhirnya kita bisa masuk:)





Agak kecewa sih Dan cameranya lowbatt, jadinya foto22nya segitu doang.
Dari sana, kita makan dulu di Ampera dan this is the Q moments :), si Raff cerita22 betapa indahnya ternate, terus seru22an lainnya hahaha

Yang jelassuper seruuuu deh Summer tahun ini.
Thanks guys, you fulfill and colored my Summer.

Ini ceritaku. Apa ceritamu?

Xxo, Bijou :)

Summer 2011. Part I.

Location: ANYER!
Featuring. Mas Imin, Evelyn, Luthfan♥, Bijou, Emil Zacharias, Mangap, Jihad, Bejo, Raff&& Bagus☺

Actually, tadinya kita mau ke Bandung tp berhubungan salah satu yg punya mobil maunya Anyer. Yaudah kita ke Anyer.
Well okedeh, we started this vacation.
Kita pake 2 mobil, mobil Luthfan sama mobil Imin karena yg ngikut banyak.
Oke, di jalan we've got our first probs. Mobilnya Luthfan radiatornya panas, akhirnya kita semua pada berhenti dulu. And yes, malah pada foto22 juga haha









hahaha udah dari situ kita terus lanjutin jalan ke Anyer.







Udah nyampe anyer!!! Tp berhubung pada laper semua yaudah akhirnya kita belok bentar ke rumah makan padang. Udah pada makan disitu kita langsung nyari22 hotel. Nah terus berhubung riyandika, kiki, rizal gitu22 juga disana akhirnya ketemuan deh bareng ke villanya. Tp berhubung kita dulu waktu tahun baru sempet nginep ke satu villa yg harganya murah, akhirnya kita pun kesana lagi.





Baru jam 7 an jam 8 an. Kita semua akhirnya ngobrak ngabrik kamar. Berhubung Mangap bawa speaker jadi pada shuffle22, ngerokok, ada yg baru makan, pokoknya we really had a greattt times!! Before we held the Partyyyy!









IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT.
Akhirnya we held a party di pinggir pantai gituuu. And it was soooo really fuuun!!!! Woohoooo.















Sampe akhirnya pada tewas semua





BESOK PAGINYA.
Hari ini kita balik. Semuanya. Kecuali: Gue, Emil, Luthfan, Mangap, Bagus. Karena kita berlima mau gaspol Bandung. Tapi sebelom kita seneng22 PART II. We went to the beach and do some fun stuff there.



















Sampe akhirnya kita capek dan balik ke villa



Sampe villa, kita semua pada istirahat. Jam 3 an pada bangun dan kita check out dari situ. Sip, sekarang mobil imin balik ke Jakarta dan mobil Luthfan gaspol ke Bandung.


(Kalo pada bisa liat, itu pelanginya 2 loh☺ isn't that gorgeous?)



Well, say goodbye to Anyer&Say Hello to Bandung!
I will continue this post. Which is Summer 2011. Part II. Just waittt☺
How's your summer?



Xxo, Bijou☺