You called it Mother's day. But i called it Hero's day.

Happy mothers day to all mothers in the world!
Especially for my Mom.
My greatest hero.
My best friend.
The best mom that i've ever had.
And.
The best woman that i've ever met.

Mama,
Maaf ya ma aku cuma bisa ngucapin hari ibu lewat sini.
Aku gakbisa ngucapin mama langsung, gakbisa ngasih kado mama, gakbisa ngasih mama bunga kayak anak-anak lain, aku cuma bisa ngasih bandelnya aku selama ini.
Aku cuma bisa ngucapinnya lewat doa.

Ma,
Aku kangen suara mama, kangen ketawanya mama, kangen pelukannya mama, kangen nasehat mama, kangen omelan mama, kangen mama telfon aku tanya aku lagi dimana.
Tapi aku terakhir ngerasain itu taun lalu, ma.
Kapan aku bisa ngerasain lagi aku gaktau.
Gakbakalan pernah lagi kayaknya.

Ma,
aku kangen liburan bareng mama, aku kangen mama jemput aku di airport nanyain aku "Apa kabar nak? How's the flight?"
Sesimpel itu ma, tapi itu gak akan pernah aku lupain.

I don't wanna keep this pain mom. I just want to tell you how much i miss you down here. I don't want anyone to replace you. And no one can't do it.
Cs you know you what?
U're the one.
U're the amazing one, mom.

If i could make a wish.
" I wish you were like a cat that has 9 lives, so you can live longer and accompanied me all the time. " -unknown.

Once again, Happy Mother's Day, my GREATEST HERO. Happy up there ya mom. Take care there.
Hope someday, if i already be a mom i could be a good mother, a good wife, and a wonderful woman just like you, Mom. I love you.





Xxo, Bijou.

A letter from Nessa.

" Not loving you, is harder than you know " -Escape The Fate.

Baby, I'm sorry for the stupid things that I've done to you.
Loving you is so easy, but to show you how much is this love for you is hard.
When you hurt me, I always try to smile.
Outside? I do smile. But the inside, I'm dying.

Stop hurting me, I'm sick of these tears.
Baby, you know we have some good times.
But, why these times I couldn't make you smile.

You were my butterfly, but now it's time for me to let you go.
Go away baby, go find your new flower&let the other butterfly stands me up.
You know, sometime we gotta say goodbye.
Just go away.
Cause you don't need to see me cry.

Thanks for everything that you've done.
It was so nice.
You were my true love.
Now, I ask you to move on.
Goodbye baby boy.
But, I'll always stay in here as your new friend :-)







it was a past.






Now.



I just can see&remember the memories.

Bye.

Xxo, Bijou :')

Expression.

Hey there, if you read this. Hope you understand.

Sorry for the things that I've done.
I was so embarrassing.
Shame on me.
But actually, i just wanna ask you to go out.
But yea, stupid me.
Wrong time.
Everytime i try to be the best for you.
I always failed.
Everytime i wanna show you how much i love you.
I always do with the wrong way.
Idk.
Too much mistakes.
And it's not for the once, I know.

Well, sorry. I'm just too much missing you.
I just wanna make you happy, even sometime i know i fail.
Lemme try once again to fix my self.
Try to be the best.

It's hard.
I know.
My consequences?
Yes.
Hope?
U know, that i just wanna show you how deep my love is.
Wish?
You forgive me.
Wondering?
U are in here beside me.
Now?
Standing in front of my computer. Texting. Express my feelings. With crying.









Wish i could....Accompany you, hug you, make you smile. And be the best one in your eyes.
Once again.
Sorry.
Accept my apology.

Je t'aime. Tu me manques, boy.

Xxo, Bijou.

(B)est (I)ntelligent (R)ebel (C)lass eva(H)

Dude, u know what? Hello high school. Hello new friends. Hello new class. And. Say Hello to my new Best Intelligent Rebel Class Evah!
Ahaha. Yeap. This is my new class. Lemme introducing one by one key. Well, this is it 10 Birch 2010-2011.

Check this out! ;)

First...We start from our home room teacher

Namanya Mr. Angga. And you know what? One word for him. GANTENG. Ahaha. Sampe anak-anak aja manggil dia 'Papi Ganteng' Well, kalo gak percaya nih fotonya.



See? Betapa gantengnya dia sampe kita kerubungin kayak gitu. Hem, masih kurang cukup? I have the other photos kok haha.



Gak keliatan? Well, gue masih punya satu lagi. Ahaha. Btw, sebelomnya Sorry Mr.Angga udah ngambil222 fotonya buat dipublish disini :p



Gimana? Gimana? Puaskan? Gantengkan? Ahaha. Told yah.

Well, tadikan udah gurunya......skrg i'd like to introducing setan-setan di dalemnya. This is it.

First.



Vicky! Oke. Dia satu-satunya orang paling ganteng dikelas yang berkelamin wanita. KASUS. Ngerti gak lo? Dia berhasil buat pacarnya Nessa, Putri sama gue. Cemburu. Well, that's her.



Nadia.
Bisa diliat kan? Kerudung. Cantik. Putih. Terlihat alim dari luar. Tapi dalemnya.....Lo bakal ngeliat ke-antaannya dia kalo liat dia buka kerudung. Karna apa? Rambutnya gak beda jauh sama rumput. Piss. Lop. & Gawl, Nad. :*



Lee Soon Ho. Atau. Erick.

Bukan pribumi. Datang dari Korea. Tinggi 180. Jayus #01.



Pandu Raymutia.

Hitam manis, dan terkenal maksiat. Once again, pisslop&gawl, ndu. Yeah. \m/



Nessa Vianda Arief.

Bini pertama gue. She's my doctor, fyi. My healer. My mood booster! Ahaha. Srslly, she's the best listener ever! ;) Walaupun agak...an?ta.



Putri Setiani.

Bini kedua gue. Cantik. Digemari banyak laki-laki. Terutama....kakak kelas. Well, she's my doctor too ;) And yeap, agak lebih normal dari bini gue yang pertama.



Ya, bisa di follow twitternya @FernandoAdo/@AdoFernando, gue lupa. -_-
Future kapten basket. Dia nih yang tukang gue palakin, tapi dengan rendah hati dia tetep mau bayarin gue makan. Ahaha. Thanks Ado!



Dion Randitulong.

Atlet ski air. Jago main gitar. Sayang udah taken.



Nova Wijaya.

Anak baru dari Makassar. Normal. No comment.



Cut Meudi.

Ibu Haji. Well, dia udah mengubah penampilannya menjadi lebih alim (diluar). Which is, menggunakan jilbab. But still. I love her style ;)



Tayara Callista.

Cantik? I know. Tinggi? Yes. Nyaris kayak model. But one thing, u'll never see her without her pony tail.



Wina.

'JAGO' dance loh. Apalagi dancenya Suju. Saking jagonya, dia suka bikin konser sendiri di kelas, sampe lempar jaket. Bayangin kayak apa 'kerennya' O.o



Arief Primananda.

Asli cibinong. Jago main bola. Yoi dah pokoknya haha.



Ricko Prasetya.

Expert at jumping. Suka bawa kentang sama nugget.



TOMO!

Putih. Ganteng (aslinya). Tinggi. Baik hati. Ramah dan tidak sombong. Jago bola. Main gitarnya gakusah ditanya. Pokoknya beh banget. But yes, he's taken. Sorry. Ahaha.



Aga.

Jangan main-main men, dia yang punya sekolah.



Yunita Suri.

Suaranya men......beh banget deh. te o pe. 11:12 lah sama gue wkwk.



Randi Fauzan Jausin.

Expert at English&France. Say what? Oh my Gosh.



Chalif.

Doyan mondar mandir keluar masuk kelas. Kalo boleh jujur. Agak bikin bete. -_- Sorry. Infact.



Bernadette Bijou Nastiti Pakartiningsih.

The one who has this blog. Pinter. Baik. Rajin menabung. 11:12 sama Sherina Munaf. Single. Berminat?

Well, SEE? They're my stress relief actually. When i got some probs. They cud be my diary. Like i told yah. ;)

I love you, MY BIRCH!

Xxo, Bijou.

This is what we called, SATURDAY NIGHT!

Good Morning, Sunday!
Shizzz...Holiday is almost over. Males banget yekan buat sekolah. -_-
Eh iya, but i have somfin to tell ya guys hihi. Which is about my saturday night with whooo? My beloooved fwends&boyfie! :-)

Oke. Kmrn 18-9-10. Pas bgt gue (Alhamdulillah) 6 bulanan sama bang Lutpan.
Jadi gini, kan tadinya gue mau kerumah Lutpan dr siang, tp karena halangan yaudah akhirnya Lutpan sama Jihad baru bisa jemput gue jam....um, 9an. Oke, jauh ya-_-

Teruuus, pas ketemu gue kasih dia kado yang gue beliin. Guess what?



(bisa diliat betapa gakmodalnya gue, nulis aja pake tip-ex-_-)



YEAP. Dan itu isinya, A glasses dan 6 bungkus rokok M-i-l-d.

Dan pas Luthfan liat... dia teriak ke Jihad kayak gini " PLENG, GUE DIKASIH SEMBAKO WAKAKAKAK "
Njir...-_-

Okeya, abis dari jemput gue terus kita kerumah Lutpan. Jihad mandi bentar, trs kita jemput Emil sama Mangap, trs langsung pergi lg jemput Mutia di TCS. Disitu cuma shisha doang, sama ketemu artis gitu masih kecil ganteng banget (•̯͡.•̯͡) Well, okay it's out of contact ya wkwk.

Oke, abis dari situ kita jemput yang lainnya lagi dirumahnya Indra. Kita Jemput Bagus, Tama, Bejo sama Seno. Yep. Oke. Abis itu...kita langsung ke? Asaf. NAH, DISINI. -_- Luthfan (biasa yang pernah main ftv, wkwk) Ngerjain gue, gara-gara semalem gagal gitu bikin surprise buat gue.
(IYALAH, kita sama2 mau bikin surprise, bilangnya ke orang yang sama WHICH IS...EMIL SWIFT) Wkwkwk. Okelah ya.

Terus Luthfan pura-pura ngambek, sampe gue ajak ngeliatin langit bintangnya keren soalnya. Tetep aja ngambek di mobil. Diem. EH, pas temen2nya pada mau masuk, dia ketawa " HAHA MAU AJA DIBOONGIN "

" Tai. Tai lo fan ah sialan, gue udah mau nangis juga! "

Dan dia cuma ketawa. Semplak.

Nah, abis dari Asaf kan langsung ke Tipsy rame-rame...after dari situ kita ke rawamangun kan. Nah, ini nih kan Luthfan capek parah nyetir mulu trs yang lain yang bisa nyetir cuma Bagus sama Jihad. Tapi Jihad belom tdr, dan mobilnya 2.

Okelah. Gue tadinya disuruh gantiin, gue gakmau. Akhirnya Emil THE LIFE SAVER, beraniin diri nyetir dibantu Luthfan di samping. Wkwk.

Gue? Di mobil vios, dan yang nyetir Bagus. Ditengah jalan Bagus bilang "Jou, gantian nih" "Ah, gue masih amatir! Kalo cibubur doang sih gue berani" " Gapapa, gue bantuin"

ya mau gakmau gue harus bisa percaya sama org kayak begini pas nyetir:



Yaudah, akhirnya gue yang bawa mobil. Dengan segala kecacatan gue, gue berani bawa 5 orang di mobil itu. Dan (Alhamdulillah) dengan selamet. Wkwk. Oke, abis itu kan kita ke 711 Matraman. Eh si Emil bilang gini ke gue " Eh, tadinya Lutpan mau ngambek lagi jou. Katanya kenapa lo disuruh dia gakmau bawa mobil, tp pas sama yang lain mau. Tapi gakjadi kesian katanya ngerjain lo mulu "

Oke, ya. Ahaha. Tapi sumpah senenggg banget deh, that day. Thanks a lot ya semuah, yang nemenin, terutama juga yang ngucapin wkwk



&Luthfan



THANK GOD. U gimme him, the best thing in the world. And you gimme THEM, that makes my life more precious like a gold. Love ya, guys! :)

Xxo, Bijou. :D

From Bandung with Laugh. PART II

Dudeee, i'm back :D Guess what? Kemaren hari em i mean last week-_- i just got back from Bandung. With whooo? Guess guess!
Firstly with Nikita, Mutia, Emil, Jihad, Mangap, Bejo, Bagus, and the last is of course Luthfan Rifqi Hadi :)

Tadinya, kita itu...mau berangkat jam jam 6 -_- terus ngaret jam 10 baru pada sampe rumah gue. Karena halangan dan cobaan Tuhan juga alhasil kita baru berangkat jam 3. Okelah gapapa ya yang penting berangkat.

Dijalan...kan kita pake 2 mobil. Mobil satu mobilnya Luthfan, dimana disitu yang nyetir my Upan, terus ada gue, Emil, Mangap, sama Bejo.
Nah mobil 2, mobil pinjeman-_- wkwk, ada Jihad, Mutia, Bagus sama Nikita.

Pas tengah-tengah jalan, mobilnya Bagus pake nyasar ke Cikampek yekan sampe akhirnya kita nunggu dulu di rest area.



After thaaat. Kita langsung berangkat lagi ke Bandung. And guess what? Kita sampe sana pas banget maghrib kan, niatnya kita mau ke Ciater tapi...gakjadi dan kita akhirnya langsung nyari hotel. 1 hotel, 2, 3 gak ada yang mau nerima kita karena kita kebanyakan dan duit ngepas banget yekan.

Akhirnya, jam 10 an otak Nikita sama gue encer mendadak dan ngasih ide buat nyari wisma di Lembang. Tapi...sedihnya gak ada yang dengerin sampe akhirnya Bokapnya Luthfan telfon dan bilang ke dia suruh cari wisma di Lembang. Oke. Ya. Akhirnya, kita baru dapet hotel itu setengah 12. How sweet. -_-

CAPEK. BANGET.
Pas sampe hotelnya karena emg gakada makanan, akhirnya Emil sama Mangap apa Bagus ya gue lupa, mereka nyari makan kebawah.
Abis udah makan segala macem, karena emg gue capek banget yaudah gue tidur kan pas banget lagi deket jendela.

Nah, kan pada gaktau kalo Emil, Bagus, Bejo, sama Mangap keluar lagi. Alhasil pas mereka balik, gak ada yang denger katanya mereka ketok2 pintu segala macem. Karena gue paling ujung deket jendela, si Bagus nyirem gue pake air gitu lewat jendela. DUDE, it was freakin me out.
Maksudnya sih biar gue bangun terus bukain pintu tp gue malah ngamuk-ngamuk katanya bilang " Aelah pake bocor lagi " terus gue tidur lagi-_-

Well, sorry guys.

Besok paginya, kita cabut jam 12 an terus nyari makan...then we went to PVJ to discuss about somfffin' ahaha.
Ya pokoknya disitu kita ngomongin buat bikin new community, well i'll tell ya guys about this later;)

After dari situ, kita ke kampung gajah bentar...tapi karena disana mahal and we have any plan yaudah akhirnya we're going back to JAKARTA!
Tapi, sebelomnya kita mampir dulu kerumah nyokapnya Luthfan and u know what guys? Laki gua disitu kayak gak pernah makan-_-
He ate 3 indomie ya, dan sekali nya makan gak sampe satu menit.
Alhasil kita semua pada bengong lah dia makan begitu.
Tapi sumpah gue seneng banget deh hari ituuu. Ahaha.

Ya pokoknya we had lots of fun there. Thanks guys. Thanks 8910 crew. Thanks Ztv. Thanks Luthfan :)

Xxo, Bijou.

When I'm Falling Love.

I do. You do. Everybody does. Everyone has been fallin' love.
This feelin' is inside your heart, sometime we just can keep it in our heart. Rite? Honestly, i have my own story.
I've never been falling love like this. There's someone, that make me like this. Make me can write all of these things. I don't need to tell his name, cs i know, you know. Ahaha.

This.
He taught me about what-the-heck-is-LIFE-means? How to face it? He taught me too about, "yes, girls are doing everything with their feelings. But...you have your brain too, bi. So think what u're gonna do with ur brain, and doin' it with ur feelings" -L.
Yes. He said that.
He taught me about, um to be grateful for what you get. And one thing, he taught me until idk...i've been in love to his deep deep love.
Maybe it sounds trite. Ahaha. But yea, i feel like " Thank God. You give me the best thing in the world. " Sounds exaggerate? Sorry for that. But this is what i'm feeling. This is what i want to express.

Dude. I have a little lyrics for you here. Wish we could make this 'lyrics' happen to be a pretty 'songs' :)

I'm sorry for all mistake that I've made.
I know it was really bad.
But actually i do all those things.
It is because of one thing.

I've never thought that i could have the best thing in the world.
With you, my life is more precious like a gold.
Maybe I'm too young to say this, but if i could.
I would love to marry you, dude.

Maybe you think, it's like a joking.
But this is what my heart says.
Wish this is what urs says too.
Because, i'm afraid to losing you.


Fyi dude, if you read this 'thing' it means that i was remembering about every little things that we do together. And i wish, we could do it 'till forever.

ilysm♥.











Xxo, Bijou. :)

Mood.

Mood. It could be bad, it could be good. It depends on us. One thing, Mood can affect everything about us, our life, our situation, our problems, and our happiness too. You can control your mood, or your emotions. But sometime, in a few situations you can't.
EXAMPLE.
Buat cewek cewek sih gue yakin lo tau, kalo lagi pms. Beh...you can't even control urselfff. Ya contoh hidup aja gue, gue kalo lagi pms bawaannya emosi terus. Kalo lagi marah, marah banget. Kalo lagi seneng seneng banget. Kalo lagi sedih sampe nangis semaleman. Kalo lagi kangen, sampe hopeless.
Srslly.
Beneran deh, mungkin buat org-org yang ngadepin cewek lagi pms capek kali ya, terutama pacarnya masing-masing. But what can we do. Kita juga sebenernya gakmau kayak gini. Ahaha.
And you know what? Obat mood kita tuh, orang yang kita sayang. Beneran deh, or do somfin' fun yang bikin lupa sama emosi kita. It's kinda like a mood booster.
Ahaha, that's all sih that i want to share. Maaf curcol dikit. Because i am in this situation :p



Xxo, Bijou

I'm Sixteen&Happy. :-)

Hello. I have been 16th since 21st August 2010 :D
Thanks guys for all the Birthday wishes&surprises. Underline that, SUR-PRI-SES! Yea, I've got 2 surprises. And both of them is from my boyfie&my friends :)
Wanna know the 1st surprise? There it goes...

Via BlackBerry Messenger:
Gue : Mil, kok luthfan seharian gak ada kabar ya?
Emil: Dia kan lagi bukber jo.
Gue : Hem iya sih, tapi masa sampe jam segini? Yaudahlah paling masih busy.
Emil: Nanti deh kalo ketemu gue kabarin.
Gue : Oke, gue tidur duluan ya mil. Ping aja entar, gue ngantuk banget.
Emil: Oke oke jo.

Gak lama gue tidur, hape gue geter-geter sampe akhirnya gue bangun dan ngangkat

Gue : Ya kenapa, mil?
Emil: Jo, sorry nih sebelomnya. Luthfan dirumah sakit.
Gue : HAH KOK BISA? (Lebay gitu gue ngomongnya, udah nangis)
Emil: Tadi ribut gitu, gue barusan di telfon mail. Dia kena stick baseball. Kepalanya berdarah. Sekarang dilariinnya ke Pertamina.
Gue : Emil, gue mau liat Luthfan mil :'( Mau liat, gue lemes sumpah.
Emil: Yaudah, lo gue jemput ya. Lo siap-siap sekarang oke?
Gue : Iya :(

Setengah 12-an pada belom dateng juga. Gue makin lemes. Gue capek. Bingung. Mondar-mandir di kamar sambil nangis kayak anak babi. Sampe akhirnya, Emil sampe dirumah gue. Dia berbacot ria, berusaha acting sebisa mungkin biar gue percaya. (Fyi, mau dia gak acting pun gue percaya. Karena emang mungkin koneksi otak gue yang susah dijangkau) Sampe akhirnya gue bener-bener di titik gue gakbisa apa-apa, nangis dan...



Seee? Ahaha. Amatir ya? Because i compressed the size. But yea, I feel sooo damn happy that day. Until the 2nd surprises...

Luthfan said, that he can't join my birthday because he has family things in Bandung. It's fine for me, ngasih ucapan aja udah cukup banget yekan? Tapiii, dia pernah nanya gue gini

Luthfan : Bi, kamu mau kado apa?
Gue : Kamu! Dipitain hehe.
Luthfan : Kali dah haha, aku kan ke Bandung.
Gue : haha iya sih, yaudah lah temen-temen, sama kamu aja juga udah cukup banget.
Luthfan : Ahaha okeoke.

Sampe akhirnya, he proves what he said.

At Oline, KFF. With Azzira, Sabrina, Lean, Namira. Waiting for the others;)

Emil (lagi) -_-: Biii, Happy Birthday yaaa! Btw gue sama mangap ada kado nih. Tapi gede banget, mesti digotong.
Mangap : Iya jo, gede banget! Merem dah lu.
Emil : Merem yaaa. Oke?
Gue : ....(pasrah, gak ngomong apa-apa, main ditutup aja mata gue)

Sampe akhirnya, gue merem dan. You know what? Luthfan dateng dengan pita biru di kepala sumpaaah gue seneng banget! I've got all of my Birthday wishes. :D
Thanks a lot guys, I'm nothing without you. Kalian yang emang bener-bener bikin ulang taun gue ini colorfull banget. Gak nyangka banget deh, even gue ngerayain aja cuma nraktir aja gitu kan. Tapi bener-bener deh. I really loooove the surprises. Thanks Guys.

Oh yea, once more. Pasti lo nanya kenapa deh, isi blog ini mostly ada Luthfannya? Cause you know what? I'm Officially Back to him :D Soooo, what a wonderfull saturday night. Thank God, for giving me a precious life like this. And now, I'm Sixteen&Happy!




Xxo, Bijou :D

Ngebolang part I.

Peeps. Lo mesti tau kemaren gue ngapain. Kemaren 10.8.10 (what a good date) ahaha, gue berhasil ngebolang dengan sukses. Before gue ceritain semua, sebenernya gue ngepost ini juga disuruh sama yang nemenin gue ngebolang haha, sooo yea this is it.

FIRST. Hari apa tuh, hari seninnya gue sama Emil berencana buat berenang. Karena sesuatu hal pokoknya dia ngajakin gue berenang haha, nah udah gitu Emil ternyata ngajak Luthfan sama Mangap. Dan ya, akhirnya kita jadi berenang di apartmennya bang Luthfan di Aston. Yang rencananya mau jam 7 pagi berenang-_- karena halangan dan takdir Tuhan akhirnya kita jadi renang kira-kira jam 1 an...sampe jam 5. Abis itu kita cabcus ke Plangi nemenin gue ganti trackball laknat. Mana duit gue ngepas banget yekan.

Pas pulangnya nih, bayangin aja dah. Karena gue-_- (gue merasa ngerepotin banget ya) karena gue gak dijemput akhirnya Luthfan nemenin gue jalan kaki dari semanggi ke pejaten, kalo Emil sama Mangap naik motor duluan. Ya lo bayangin aja deh, duit ngepas, tapi malah foto box. Terus baliknya bela-belain jalan kaki wkwk. Sumpah...itu yang namanya capeeek. CAPEK BANGET! Ahaha, tapi sumpah deh lo mesti coba, seru banget wkwk.
Kalo pada gak percaya, nih bentar gue tunjukin videonya. Si Lutpan ngerekam sebagai bukti ke Mangap sama Emil kalo gue sama dia bener-bener jalan kaki dari Semanggi ke Pejaten. Even, videonya cuma sekilas doang. -,-



Oke. Udah liat? Sorry amatir banget, biasa ngerekamnya pake hp-_-wkwk. Yea, alhasil gue sampe Pejaten pegel-pegel banget, dan tepar langsung tidur. After thaaat, si Luthfan masih nganterin gue ke cibubur lagi. Ahaha, thanks btw. Thanks a lot ya semuanya, dari Emil, Luthfan, Mangap yang udah nemenin gue kemaren ahaha.

Xxo, Bijou. :)

A blessed month.

Hello guys! It's getting closer to a blessed month called Ramadhan. Even i'm not moslem, but yes I would like to say "Apology for all of my faults that i've done to you guys. And yea, happy fasting for those who celebrate this ramadhan!" :)
Maybe it's too short but yea, once again. Mohon maaf lahir batin ya semua.

Xxo, Bijou :)

Hello August.

Hello August. Hello happiness. Hello new ages. Hello the new me! Ahaha why the heck i can say that? Because yea, setiap kali taun baru gue selalu nunggu yang namanya bulan agustus haha. You know what? Because it's CLOSER to my birttthday! WOOOHOOO. Ahaha, for this year i'm just wishing for idk maybe 5 wishes.

FIRST IS...Definitely my F-R-I-E-N-D-S



And the second is SURPRISE :D



Third is...The NEW ME!



Fourrrth is. Oh dad, i need more Moneeeh! Ahaha.



And the last is..."Hello there, Oh darling I-wish-YOU-were-here" Yes boy, I want you my awesome guy :)

The one who give me a wonderfull LOVE, lots of unexpected surprise, TRUST& HAPPINESS! And yea i hope someday our story will be like A FAIRYTALE! :) Not only that, U're the one who make me Addicted to you. N...U're the only one For ME.
i-love-you, Boy!

Ahaha, i think that's all guys. Sorry if this post just like a "cuh-rap!" I just want to express what i'm feelin' rite now.

Xxo, Bijou ;)