It's Pathetic When...

-You tried your best, but you don't succeed 
-Create something, but no one see it 
-We were talking, but people don't hear it 
-Apologizing is getting harder 
-People judge you, that you can't do better
-A teacher judge you, that you can't do anything, but actually, you already prove what you were saying

 Feels like, nowdays word means nothing

x, Bijou.

Dope

Dope: Marijuana, Weed, Narcotic, Addictive. Effect: Going insane, Happiness, Excessive Laughter. It's not literally like that, bcs I have my own dope that doesn't harmful. &THEY ARE MY DOPE

MY BABY GITA<3 Dia yg nemenin gue &ngasih gue pencerahan pas lagi susah, sedih, seneng, ngakak, baru putus, baru jadian, pas lagi khilaf. Calon psikolog ini doang nih yg kata22nya manjur&bisa gue telen.

Baby Eca&Putsy<3 Setia bgt nemenin masa22 jones.

BABY SURI&MISEL yg paling sering rumahnya gue samperin buat ngambilin makanan.

MANDOTT<3 Cintabgt sama yang satu ini, rumahnya selalu siap sedia dititipin hp. Makasih ya endot, semoga enggak bosen :')

MAMI VICKY<3 Si ganteng dr goa hantu, 24/7 bikin bbm rame. Love you, mam:*

YESICA PUTRI ARMANSYAH kalo lg dikebagusan, dia yg paling setia nemenin sampe nginep 2 hari 2 malem. Sayang cika bgt bijounya<3

ICHA, GITA, YESICA, VERINA<3<3<3

MAS RYAN SETIA bgt dengerin curhatan:)

IDOM Makasih idom udah setia nganterin Bijounya pulang bimbel:)

XII VIBURNUM 2013

GLOBAL MANDIRI 2013

The last one is this guy, Glenn Kurt Lintuuran. Gak banyak bacot. Pokoknya cinta banget deh sama yang satu ini☺♥ Mereka doang yg bikin gue dari nangis sampe senyum, dari senyum jadi ketawa, dari gak bener jd Alhamdulillah bener. Thank God, I've got 'em☺ Love, Bijou.

(Still) The Best.

I met this guy, is about 3 years ago. He accidentally added my Facebook. Yea, he had fulfill my day, he has colored my 731 days, but he also made a bigggg fuckin' hole in my heart. That hole, has been cured by another person, but actually that fuckin' hole was getting expand. I need to call 911 i think. But suddenly, that guy the-one-who-i-know-since-3-years-ago, suddenly wipe my tears away, and let me lend on his shoulders. Well, i mean not directly like that. But, i feel like i think he's still the one who can make my tears gone. By the memorize that i remember, words that he said, mistakes that he made, smile that he gave for me, song that we usually sang together, and knowledge that i'd never forget. But i know he got want he needs&he wants right now. I just can tell the world from this page, how much I would like to say Thankyou, to that guy. Best friend that I've ever had. For everything, for yea for times and I'd never regret. I'm so happy for you right now, U're getting better there. &I hope someday u'd like to teach me again. U're still, my best best friend ever, the best brother ever that can understand me. Well, from this post I hope there's no misunderstanding, I just want to say how much I'm very grateful to have a best friend like you.

PS: Once again, hope there's no misunderstanding:) 

Saying thank you means be grateful, right?;) 

X, Bijou.

What shud i write down here?

Say what??? Hello. Well, this is the first post on 2012, since i've been no where & looooong time no blog.

Well, about 10 minutes ago, i was thinking that i want to share something down here. Have you ever trust a person, like a hundred percents and when someday they broke it up, you just sooo hard to trust them again? Likeee you need a year or more to make "the trust" come back to urself?

Like what tumblr says:
Trust. Years to earn. Seconds to break.
Trust is like a paper, once it crumpled it can't be perfect.
I have problems trusting people. Bcs i've been screwed over so many times.

Maybe i'm one of them who has problems with trusting people.
Is anybody here know how to get 'em back?
It's hard, because I'm not Rihanna the one who loves the way people lie.

Bcs big or small lies are lies, right tumblr?





<3, Bijou.