Mood.

Mood. It could be bad, it could be good. It depends on us. One thing, Mood can affect everything about us, our life, our situation, our problems, and our happiness too. You can control your mood, or your emotions. But sometime, in a few situations you can't.
EXAMPLE.
Buat cewek cewek sih gue yakin lo tau, kalo lagi pms. Beh...you can't even control urselfff. Ya contoh hidup aja gue, gue kalo lagi pms bawaannya emosi terus. Kalo lagi marah, marah banget. Kalo lagi seneng seneng banget. Kalo lagi sedih sampe nangis semaleman. Kalo lagi kangen, sampe hopeless.
Srslly.
Beneran deh, mungkin buat org-org yang ngadepin cewek lagi pms capek kali ya, terutama pacarnya masing-masing. But what can we do. Kita juga sebenernya gakmau kayak gini. Ahaha.
And you know what? Obat mood kita tuh, orang yang kita sayang. Beneran deh, or do somfin' fun yang bikin lupa sama emosi kita. It's kinda like a mood booster.
Ahaha, that's all sih that i want to share. Maaf curcol dikit. Because i am in this situation :p



Xxo, Bijou

I'm Sixteen&Happy. :-)

Hello. I have been 16th since 21st August 2010 :D
Thanks guys for all the Birthday wishes&surprises. Underline that, SUR-PRI-SES! Yea, I've got 2 surprises. And both of them is from my boyfie&my friends :)
Wanna know the 1st surprise? There it goes...

Via BlackBerry Messenger:
Gue : Mil, kok luthfan seharian gak ada kabar ya?
Emil: Dia kan lagi bukber jo.
Gue : Hem iya sih, tapi masa sampe jam segini? Yaudahlah paling masih busy.
Emil: Nanti deh kalo ketemu gue kabarin.
Gue : Oke, gue tidur duluan ya mil. Ping aja entar, gue ngantuk banget.
Emil: Oke oke jo.

Gak lama gue tidur, hape gue geter-geter sampe akhirnya gue bangun dan ngangkat

Gue : Ya kenapa, mil?
Emil: Jo, sorry nih sebelomnya. Luthfan dirumah sakit.
Gue : HAH KOK BISA? (Lebay gitu gue ngomongnya, udah nangis)
Emil: Tadi ribut gitu, gue barusan di telfon mail. Dia kena stick baseball. Kepalanya berdarah. Sekarang dilariinnya ke Pertamina.
Gue : Emil, gue mau liat Luthfan mil :'( Mau liat, gue lemes sumpah.
Emil: Yaudah, lo gue jemput ya. Lo siap-siap sekarang oke?
Gue : Iya :(

Setengah 12-an pada belom dateng juga. Gue makin lemes. Gue capek. Bingung. Mondar-mandir di kamar sambil nangis kayak anak babi. Sampe akhirnya, Emil sampe dirumah gue. Dia berbacot ria, berusaha acting sebisa mungkin biar gue percaya. (Fyi, mau dia gak acting pun gue percaya. Karena emang mungkin koneksi otak gue yang susah dijangkau) Sampe akhirnya gue bener-bener di titik gue gakbisa apa-apa, nangis dan...



Seee? Ahaha. Amatir ya? Because i compressed the size. But yea, I feel sooo damn happy that day. Until the 2nd surprises...

Luthfan said, that he can't join my birthday because he has family things in Bandung. It's fine for me, ngasih ucapan aja udah cukup banget yekan? Tapiii, dia pernah nanya gue gini

Luthfan : Bi, kamu mau kado apa?
Gue : Kamu! Dipitain hehe.
Luthfan : Kali dah haha, aku kan ke Bandung.
Gue : haha iya sih, yaudah lah temen-temen, sama kamu aja juga udah cukup banget.
Luthfan : Ahaha okeoke.

Sampe akhirnya, he proves what he said.

At Oline, KFF. With Azzira, Sabrina, Lean, Namira. Waiting for the others;)

Emil (lagi) -_-: Biii, Happy Birthday yaaa! Btw gue sama mangap ada kado nih. Tapi gede banget, mesti digotong.
Mangap : Iya jo, gede banget! Merem dah lu.
Emil : Merem yaaa. Oke?
Gue : ....(pasrah, gak ngomong apa-apa, main ditutup aja mata gue)

Sampe akhirnya, gue merem dan. You know what? Luthfan dateng dengan pita biru di kepala sumpaaah gue seneng banget! I've got all of my Birthday wishes. :D
Thanks a lot guys, I'm nothing without you. Kalian yang emang bener-bener bikin ulang taun gue ini colorfull banget. Gak nyangka banget deh, even gue ngerayain aja cuma nraktir aja gitu kan. Tapi bener-bener deh. I really loooove the surprises. Thanks Guys.

Oh yea, once more. Pasti lo nanya kenapa deh, isi blog ini mostly ada Luthfannya? Cause you know what? I'm Officially Back to him :D Soooo, what a wonderfull saturday night. Thank God, for giving me a precious life like this. And now, I'm Sixteen&Happy!




Xxo, Bijou :D

Ngebolang part I.

Peeps. Lo mesti tau kemaren gue ngapain. Kemaren 10.8.10 (what a good date) ahaha, gue berhasil ngebolang dengan sukses. Before gue ceritain semua, sebenernya gue ngepost ini juga disuruh sama yang nemenin gue ngebolang haha, sooo yea this is it.

FIRST. Hari apa tuh, hari seninnya gue sama Emil berencana buat berenang. Karena sesuatu hal pokoknya dia ngajakin gue berenang haha, nah udah gitu Emil ternyata ngajak Luthfan sama Mangap. Dan ya, akhirnya kita jadi berenang di apartmennya bang Luthfan di Aston. Yang rencananya mau jam 7 pagi berenang-_- karena halangan dan takdir Tuhan akhirnya kita jadi renang kira-kira jam 1 an...sampe jam 5. Abis itu kita cabcus ke Plangi nemenin gue ganti trackball laknat. Mana duit gue ngepas banget yekan.

Pas pulangnya nih, bayangin aja dah. Karena gue-_- (gue merasa ngerepotin banget ya) karena gue gak dijemput akhirnya Luthfan nemenin gue jalan kaki dari semanggi ke pejaten, kalo Emil sama Mangap naik motor duluan. Ya lo bayangin aja deh, duit ngepas, tapi malah foto box. Terus baliknya bela-belain jalan kaki wkwk. Sumpah...itu yang namanya capeeek. CAPEK BANGET! Ahaha, tapi sumpah deh lo mesti coba, seru banget wkwk.
Kalo pada gak percaya, nih bentar gue tunjukin videonya. Si Lutpan ngerekam sebagai bukti ke Mangap sama Emil kalo gue sama dia bener-bener jalan kaki dari Semanggi ke Pejaten. Even, videonya cuma sekilas doang. -,-



Oke. Udah liat? Sorry amatir banget, biasa ngerekamnya pake hp-_-wkwk. Yea, alhasil gue sampe Pejaten pegel-pegel banget, dan tepar langsung tidur. After thaaat, si Luthfan masih nganterin gue ke cibubur lagi. Ahaha, thanks btw. Thanks a lot ya semuanya, dari Emil, Luthfan, Mangap yang udah nemenin gue kemaren ahaha.

Xxo, Bijou. :)

A blessed month.

Hello guys! It's getting closer to a blessed month called Ramadhan. Even i'm not moslem, but yes I would like to say "Apology for all of my faults that i've done to you guys. And yea, happy fasting for those who celebrate this ramadhan!" :)
Maybe it's too short but yea, once again. Mohon maaf lahir batin ya semua.

Xxo, Bijou :)

Hello August.

Hello August. Hello happiness. Hello new ages. Hello the new me! Ahaha why the heck i can say that? Because yea, setiap kali taun baru gue selalu nunggu yang namanya bulan agustus haha. You know what? Because it's CLOSER to my birttthday! WOOOHOOO. Ahaha, for this year i'm just wishing for idk maybe 5 wishes.

FIRST IS...Definitely my F-R-I-E-N-D-S



And the second is SURPRISE :D



Third is...The NEW ME!



Fourrrth is. Oh dad, i need more Moneeeh! Ahaha.



And the last is..."Hello there, Oh darling I-wish-YOU-were-here" Yes boy, I want you my awesome guy :)

The one who give me a wonderfull LOVE, lots of unexpected surprise, TRUST& HAPPINESS! And yea i hope someday our story will be like A FAIRYTALE! :) Not only that, U're the one who make me Addicted to you. N...U're the only one For ME.
i-love-you, Boy!

Ahaha, i think that's all guys. Sorry if this post just like a "cuh-rap!" I just want to express what i'm feelin' rite now.

Xxo, Bijou ;)

When I'm Missing You. Part II

Hello! For all of you mungkin ada yang bingung kenapa gue posting When I'm Missing You PART II. Ahaha, yea actually ini karena banyak permintaan yang minta lagu gue dimasukin kesini. Jadi yaaa, kalo postingan yang kemaren ngebahas tentang lagunya dan KENAPA gue bikin lagu itu...sekarang gue kasih link sama lyricsnya aja yaaa hehe.

http://www.4shared.com/file/SAGLTKxg/When_Im_Missing_You.htm

Itu linknya, and this is the Whooole lyrics.

Looking through the sky, there are too many stars out there.
I just wondering, if that now you're in here beside me.
And singing this song for me.

Don't you know, that I can't get you out of my mind.
I can't stop thinking about you. Oh, my baby I just want you to know.
That I love you, more than you know and more than you do.

Let me tell you something new.
Don't you know that I love you? But, I don't know where are you now.
I'm just hoping that you're missing me just like i do.


Ahaha and yea, that's all guys! Hope you'll enjoy it!;)

Xxo, Bijou. :)

Sorry.

Sorry, if i've made lots of mistake. Sorry if sometime i do something wrong. Sorry if sometime i've been selfish. Sorry if i can't get you out of my mind. Sorry if i care too much about you. Sorry if i'm loving you too much like this. Sorry, if sometime i can't prove how much i love you. Sorry, it's all that i can say. Idk, with what words i have to start this letter to express my feelings.

Oke bacot ya gue pake bahasa inggris. And yes, lemme start to tell what i want to tell rite now. Lo pernah gak, ngerasa lo sayang banget sama orang tapi kadang-kadang banyak hal yang ngalangin lo buat PROVE rasa sayang lo ke orang itu, gak banyak juga sih, tapi ada aja yang ngalangin.

Yes, this is what i'm feeling right now. I can't even make something right! I feel like sometime i can't prove what i'm feelings. Yea, never mind. Fault is fault. Wrong is wrong. Maybe i'm not even perfect in your eyes, but I'll always try to be perfect. EVEN I KNOW, i'll never be.

One thing, that you have to know is i love you no matter what. More than you know, more than you do. But sometime things that i do for you, is a wrong way to prove how much i love you :( I can't say anything except I'm sorry, and yes I love you for sure. That's all. Thanks for understand about me too much. Thanks a lot, my awesome guy.



Xxo, Bijou.