They are my best!

hello, how's your saturday night peeps? haha
kalo pada nanya gue kemana, gue cuma ke citos watched WOLFMAN then i went to starbucks and smoke.
Okay, pastinya saturday night enggak mungkin sendiri kan? Pasti ada temen temen apa enggak pacar. Riteeee? haha, same like me gue juga gitu, kalo saturday night gue sendiri dirumah pasti beteee banget. Tapi ada a few people yang bikin my saturday night more colorful! haha look at them face




firstly you-know-who is this guy rite?haha



Dea Ghaniya



Melati Suma



Sabrina Ayana



Kanya Kamili



Aina Sardadi



Naura Febrina



Vicky Kirkpatrick



Salsabila Krisitasa



Tistha Nurma



Eki Harramadhan



Putra



Kenjiro Uozumi



Rafi Adnan

haha kenapa?banyak banget ya fotonya? ya mereka-mereka yang paling sering nemenin gue satnite-an hihi. Kalo enggak ada mereka, satnite gue juga enggak ada apa apanya, enggak cuma satnite, tapi everyday haha. Thanks a lot yaaa, peeps! You're my best :D hihi

history of 17.09.09

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY ADAM REIKHAN DARMANTO :D
it has been 5 months until today, hihi. Kita jadian waktu itu, tanggal 17 bulan september 2009. ya 5 bulan, cukup lama buat gue sama dia. PERTAMA NIH PADAHAL YA GUE ENGGAK SAMA SEKALI KEPIKIRAN JADIAN SAMA DIA. please underline that! DIA JUGA GAK KEPIKIRAN UNTUK JADIAN SAMA GUE. well, wanna know the story?haha lemme tell you...

31/08/09
Settings: Student council room-Meeting Hiffest 2009
Gue : "Eh, buat anggota hiffest yang baru gue minta nomernya ya biar gue bisa kabar-kabarin kalo mau ada meeting dadakan dan segala macem"

01/09/09
Settings: Rumah
Gue : (via texting) save nomer gue ya biar nanti kalo ada meeting dadakan bisa gue kabarin lo semua. bijou

02/09/09
Settings: Rumah. Pagi-pagi
Gue : "Astagfirullah ini siapa semalem missed called gue 8 kali" dan begitu gue check. It's "Adam hs" gila buset ngapain nih orang missed called gue 8 kali?

Terus, semenjak itu gue sms-an terus sama dia. Tapi tetep intinya ke hiffest hiffest hiffest dan hiffest. Gila? Emang
Tapi tiba-tiba

04/09/09
(via bbm)
Adam gs: changed his status "since then i miss you everyday and everynight :)"
Gue : CIEEE ADAM SUKA SAMA SIAPA TUUUUH?
Adam gs: haha gapapa jo iseng aja hehe
Gue : Ohhhh okaaay hehe
Adam gs: Eh jo jo, mau ngomong pake aku-kamu nggak?
Gue : Hemmm, sorry dam tapi gue kan udah punya cowok. Gue enggak enak sama cowok gue hehe maaf yaaa
Adam gs: Oh iya gapapa kok. Sorry ya jo

bbm-ing dan sms an pun terus berlanjut, lalu...

09/09/09
Adam AB: changed his name from "Adam gs" to "Adam AB"
Gue : Adam, adam, adam hiffest besok meeting yaaa!
Adam AB: ohhh okay theeen hehe :D
Gue : okaaay hehe. Eh cieee, katanya mau cerita kalo lagi suka sama siapa?
Adam AB: hah?haha engga engga, nanti lo juga tau kok :)
Gue : Siapaaaa hayoooo? Anak XYZ pastiiii yakan yakan?
Adam AB: haha bukan kok jo :)
Gue : SIAPA? HAYO PARAH NIH ADAM ENGGAK CERITA :p
Adam AB: hem, tapi jangan marah ya jo
Gue : Ngapain amat marah coba -.- haha
Adam AB: Hmmm, itu status gue buat lo. Nama gue juga B nya Bijou hehe. Lo enggak marah kan? Gue tau kok lo udah punya cowok
Gue : Yaampuuun enggak lah dam, hak orang mau suka sama siapa. Thanks btw, I appreciate that ;)

10/09/09
(onthephone)
Gue : ADAAAAM :'(
Adam : Kenapa jooo?
Gue : Cowok gue dam, cowok gueee dia jujur katanya dia suka sama cewek laiiiin :'O
Adam : Yaampuuun jo, sabar yaaa. Jahat bangeeet, padahal kan hari ini lo 4 bulan
Gue : Iyaaaa :'(
Adam : Terus gimana?
Gue : Putusss lah, gue gakmau diduain apaan tuuuh. Udah ahhh gue mau suka sama orang lain aja :'(
Adam : Jooo, udah yaaa sabar ya gue enggak tega
Gue : Gue mau suka sama lo ajaaa :'((( *stress jangan ditiru ya
Adam : (bengong mungkin) iyaiya jooo

11/09/09
(via bbm)
Adam AB: Jo, gue sayang sama lo
Gue : .....
Adam : Kita pacaran aja mau enggak?
Gue : hem, maaf dam gue belom siap.
Adam : ohhh yaudah take your time hehe. kalo udah siap bilang ya jo
Gue : I will, thanks :)

SAMPE AKHIRNYA ADAM NEMBAK GUE 5 KALI DAN...

17/09/09
(Otm The Grudge 3. At sency with adam&aldo, anyone?)
Gue mikir, adam baik ya baik bangeeet jujur gue pengen lebih dari temen sama dia, tapi... udah lah gue cuma buang-buang waktu gue doang untuk nunggu kapan gue siap. sekarang? okey, sekarang.
Gue : Adam, kita jadian hari ini aja ya?
Adam : eng, ha? okaaay hehe :D
Gue : Dek, pacar gue nihhh
Aldo : HAH? haha gitu dooong

haha that's all my story, kalo yang pada penasaran kenapa gue bisa jadian ya gitu ceritanya haha.



Once again, happy anniversary 5th months my honey damski. love you, hon my never lasting love ;) ♥

What a special day for us!

First thing first yang mau gue ucapin
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! HOPE THIS VALENTINE WOULD BE FULL OF LOVE, HUGS&KISSES! :D actually this day it suppose to be full of love, pink, smile, laugh, flowers, and couples! Isn't it? hope so haha. okay then. Once again, Happy Valentine's Day everyone!





secondly, I would like to say HAPPY COKIN NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
For whoever celebrate this event! This day would be full of red too, money, candles, and prays. Hope this day would be a special day for us.






love xxo, Bijou :)♥

it's a letter for you

Dear Love,
This morning, a cup of tea accompany me. Looking at the window, looking trough the sky, it feels blue, and it reminds me of you. Birds are whistling, wonderful like your melodious voice. The sun shining brightly, it reminds me of your smile. The sky, beautiful like your eyes. I licked a spoon of sugar, it taste like your lips, it's sweet! Very sweet, but nothing sweet-er than your lips. Cold, i feel like the wind asked me to talk. The voice is soft, too soft like your skin. But I need something warm, i don't have any fur jacket! But I have you, I have your hugs. Nothing is as warm as your hugs. I'm wearing soft pink dress, and i walked, i walked alone, waiting for you, looking at the street, i didn't see anything. And I run, I run, then jump! I still do not hear step of your feet, I don't see your cool face, I don't see your amazing hair, i don't know. Where are you?
I run, from this morning until... Gosh! It's almost valentine! But I dont know where are you?
Wait, I heard the sound of the wind, same like this morning. It's soft, It's really soft. And, it makes me awake! I opened my eyes then... " Good Morning, Happy Valentine " your beautiful eye is woke me up, your voice makes my heart beat is uncontrolled, and you, you make my Valentine Day is the most pretty Valentine Day ever.
Thanks, my awesome guy. Happy Valentine. I love you. I made this not with my brain, I type this not with my finger. But I did this, with my heart. And it's especially for you. :')






*this blog is dedicated for Adam Reikhan Darmanto

bingung

Bingung gak sih lo kalo pagi pagi enggak ada kerjaan terus tibatiba naluri lo nyuruh lo ngeblog. Bingung enggak sih lo kenapa tiap hari ada aja masalah atau kesenengan yang lo alamin? Bingung enggak sih lo kenapa orang tua lo ngasih nama lo kayak begitu? Bingung enggak sih lo kalo gue nulis bingung enggak sih lo mulu?

Sebenernya sih gue yang BINGUNG, harus ngapain hari ini. Gue rasa, hari ini enggak bakal kemana-mana selain dirumah pacaran sama twitter, main gitar, online, makan, boker, dan lain lain. Ada yang punya ide kalo gue dirumah harus ngapain? Please tell me, i have no idea what to do. 1 word. CONFUSE -.-

Thanks

Ini, buat kamu.

Siang-siang begini enggak ada kerjaan. I'd rather to do something usefully like blogging!!! :D oh ya, actually gue cuma mau iseng-iseng doang sih. Gue baru aja bikin lagu baru. Lyricsnya mungkin enggak banget, but i made this from my heart. Guess, for who i made this song? I made this song for my beloved boyfriend Adam Reikhan Darmanto. Mau liat mukanya kayak gimana? haha, lemme show you

Bentuknya sih kayak gini haha




Mukanya kayak gini




Keliatan enggak sih? Bentar gue upload yang lebih jelas lagi



SEE? GANTENG KAN? HAHA I KNOW :D btw, itu lagi sama gue di birthday party temen gue.

Actually, gue itu sebenernya cuma mau ngasih tau 1 lyrics baru gue. Nih, bentar ya

" Looking at your face, looking at your eyes. It's colourless, it's pale. Holding your hand its cold, Kissing your lips its soft but, lumpish.

I dont know exactly what are you feeling, I dont why are you hiding all of this from me. I care about you, I care about your life too. This is why, I am asking from this song. Cause I care about you, I care about your life too

Maybe you're smiling outside, but i know you're crying inside. Cause that sickness maybe you feel like boneless. But I'm here, to protect you maybe i can be your bone for your lean on"


Pasti pada nanya deh kenapa gue bikin lagu gini?ha, sad? yes, this is like a sad love song. Emang mungkin keliatannya di foto muka cowok gue cerah banget, tapi apa yang dialamin dia, enggak secerah itu. Tapi, the truth. I love him so much, I really do. Getwellreallysoon, honey ♥ :')
xxo, Bijou

Let me say "Thanks"

Terima Kasih. Thankyou! Merci. Σε ευχαριστώ. Danke. Grazie. Obrigado.
This blog is dedicated for "A pretty special woman, who gave me a lot of inspiration" Amy Atmanto. Adam's mom.
I do not know, what should I say, except "Thank You"
A lot of things that she gave me. Not only a "thing" but, inspiration too. Maybe she did not realize it, that she gave me an inspiration. Maybe not for now, but maybe for my future. Since my mother died. I lost a mother figure.
I felt it, but it just disappeared. I'm just 15 years old girl who still need a mother figure who can understand and teach me many things. She may be one of the good mother figure Even she's not my mom. But for me, my mother was always in my heart and nobody's can replace her. Eventhough i cant see her, but i know she always in here. In my heart.
Thanks a lot, for everything.