Behind The Scene 89B's Movies Cover

GUESS WHAT?
Kelas gue baru aja abis photoshoot buat yearbook kita nanti haha. Photoshoot kelas gue themenya Movies Cover gitu. Kita harus milih 1 movie cover buat jadi our biodata gitu nantinya, jadi we have to act like the actress/actor yang ada di movie cover yang kita pilih.
Nih, Gue sama Kyky milih 'Radit dan Jani'.
Sabrina, Dea, Melati jadi 'Mean Girls'.
Caca, Ara, Syifa 'Aquamarine'.
Kanya sama Naura 'Bride Wars'.
Dhana,Zaky, Dhika 'God Father'.
Arsyan 'Scarface'.
Ribby sama Aina 'Hairspray!'
Rezadi sama Jody 'Men in Black'.
Rafi sama Ichi 'Harold and Kumar'.
Greg 'Startrek'
And the last... Andre 'Percy Jackson'

haha, wanna see our picture?















Haha, that's a few photos from our bts. If you wanna see more just go on check on my Facebook haha.
It was really FUN! :D Thankyou, 89B!

Xxo, Bijou :)

My Stress Relief

Problems. They are all around me, around you, and around us. Who's the one who have no problems? Nobody rite? Problems are everywhere, problems came suddenly, and problems always make us thinking about them and how to find a way to fix it. And... it could make us STRESS. Got it, huh?

Feeling like there are too many pressures and demands on you? Losing sleep worrying about tests and schoolwork...or maybe your girlf/boyf?haha or maybe you're on diet so you eat just like 1 time each day. Okay, that's really bad. Or maybe you're like having problems with your parents, or maybe...you've got a problem that it means A BIG DEAL for you. Okay, that's we called a few factors supporting stressness.
For me, i have a few stress relief to decreasing it when i've lots of probs.

Like now, i have like a few problems. Then, i have no idea who can understand me when i share this thingy. Because, firstly i had a prob with my aunt, then i had prob with my dad, actually with my family and i have a little prob too with people aroud me. And my dad like casting me away from home. I was have no idea. So what did i do? I was go to my mom's cemetery, I went there and i was doing like stupid things. I cried, and told all my problems to my mom's tombstone and i kissed it. Believe it or not. Maybe it sounds exaggerate. But ya, it was happened to me. Because i have no idea where I'm going to tell all about these.



But it was wrong. Rite? We have a few things to do, to decreasing our stressness.
Like,
MUSIC! With music we can express our emotions, like we're listening to music that we like, or music that the lyrics are same with our conditions. Rite rite? We can express it with singing the song, or scream, or put the lyrics to your personal message or status haha. Or maybe, if you like to makin' a song just do it, if it can decreasing your stressness.

Second thing. FUH-RIENDS! Friends are like our diary, rite? We share anything to them and they do the opposites too. And, after that they would like to gave me an advice if i have some problems, and i need to solve it. If you need somebody to tell your story, go and tell to someone that you trust like your friends. Maybe it can help you :D

3RD! EAT! I'd love to eat! :D haha, everybody does. Riteee? If you have no idea what should you do, and you just keep silent in your room, crying because of your problems. Or, just staying infront of your laptop, do online thingy. Ya, that's fine. But you have to take care about your health too. So, eat even you're feeling uncomfortable. Key?

Fourth. Maybe you can just hangout or do something, like maybe go out of the town for a while to refreshing. With your friends, boyf/girlf, or maybe your family like your cousins.

FIFTH! THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT! DO SOMETHING THAT YOU WANNA DO, DO SOMETHING THAT MAKE YOU COMFORTABLE WITH YOUR SELF, UNTIL YOU CAN FORGET THE PROBLEMS. okay? But one thing, don't even try to 'run' from the problems. But, TRY to solve it before you are too tired and stressful with them.

Ya, that's all that I can do for anyone who need some tips and advices about this haha.

Xxo, Bijou

When I have to going out with his Family.

Iya, kan tadi udah gue ceritain surprise nya gimana. Nah, sekarang gue ceritain pas hari ulang taunnya haha. Minggu, 18 April 2010. Pas banget, ulang taunnya dia bertepatan sama anniversary gue sebulanan sama dia. Berhubung gue, baru kasih dia surprise jam 3 pagi. Jadi tante gue nyuruh gue nginep aja dirumahnya Luthfan. Yaudah, karena emang gue juga udah tepar, akhirnya gue mutusin buat nginep disitu.
Pagi-pagi gue bangun, setengah 8. Dengan mata masih kreyep-kreyep, Ica nemenin gue balik ke cibubur cuma buat NGAMBIL SEPATU -_- karena besok paginya gue sekolah.
Oke ya, abis dari situ gue balik lagi ke rumah Ica. Si luthfan udah bengong nyariin gue pagi-pagi udah ilang, mana abis gue pergi lagi kan sama Ica mulu. Hahaha, sorry ya fan kesannya malah aku yang pacaran sama Ica. HAHA.

Oke ya, alesan gue salah satunya kenapa nginep dirumahnya Ica soalnya bokapnya ngajakin ke puncak, yang malah akhir-akhirnya ke sentul.
Wanna know the story?
Jam 3 sore, gue, Luthfan, Ica, adeknya Luthfan sama Ica namanya Farel, sama bokapnya pergi ke sentul. Tadinya malah mau ke jimbaran, tapi enggak jadi, jadinya ke sentul.
Mau tau kita pada ngapain aja? Nih















Done with ATV, sama main layangan disana haha. Gaktau kenapa, gue tergila-gila banget sama layangan. Kewl aja gitu kalo diliat dari jauh terbangnya bisa tinggi gitu haha. Oke ya gue udik banget -_-
That's all guys. Itu yang gue lakuin waktu weekend kemaren. Btw, Thanks a lot for Luthfan's dad for inviting me to come :)
And, yea. When I got back from sentul, gue langsung dianterin balik pulang sama Luthfan. Thanks a lot ya baby, you really really coloured my weekend :D

Xxo, Bijou.

Perjuangan

Hello, guys. haha udah lama gue enggak ngeblog, you-know-why?haha, gue abis do something special for my special someone too haha. ngelakuinnya juga pake perjuangan banget men asal lo tau, makanya gue nggak ngeblog ngeblog haha, dari planning, sampe ngelakuinnya. beh...penuh perjuangan banget -_- haha namanya juga cinta yekan? ya, bayangin aja kalo lo lagi suka sama orang, apa aja pasti lo lakuin buat orang itu yegaksih? kalo gue sih gitu ya haha, enggak tau kalo lo-lo pada kayak gimana, yang jelas kan setiap orang punya caranya masing-masing buat show rasa sayang mereka ke orang yang mereka sayang.
Oh iya, mau tau perjuangan gue apa aja?nih nih, gue ceritain haha.

FIRST THING FIRST.
Rabu, kemaren. Gue sama adeknya pacar gue, namanya Ica. Dengan duit miris, dan perjuangan, nekat ke PIM cuma buat ngeliat harga bola basket, asal lo tau.
Karena duit gue sama Ica bener-bener tipis gak terduga, akhirnya gue sama dia memutuskan untuk ke pim naik angkot. Gue sama Ica, naik angkot kalo di itung ya bolak balik 4 kali, naik bis bolak balik 2 kali. haha, dan itu cuma buat nge-check harga bola basket.
Oke. Perjuangan kan?haha namanya juga sayang yegaksih?

Nah, secondlyyy!
Hari Jumatnya, gue sama Ica baru mulai perangnya. Pulang-pulang gue dijemput Ica, terus kita ke Carrefour, beli bahan segala macem, dan yang pastinya dengan duit yang miris juga. Udah gitu ya, abis dari Carrefour kita nyebrang dulu ke Poins square mau beli balon -_- doang. Udah dari situ, balik lagi ke Carrefour. SUMPAH, gue sama Ica bener-bener merana banget!haha.
Saking niatnya lagi, Ica sampe nginep dirumah gue yang di cibubur. Dan ini perjuanganya berlebih lagi. Gue sama Ica jalan dari pasar minggu ke depok, terus naik angkot dikit sampe margonda. Turun deh di jalan baru, niatnya mau jalan kaki sampe cibubur, tapi karena Tuhan berkehendak lain. Akhirnya kita naik taksi, mana duit tinggal 13 ribu. Merana banget. Sumpah. Untung Abang taksinya baik, jadi kita cuma disuruh bayar 10 ribu. Udah turun nih, terus kita nyari angkot lagi deh, sampe pertamina. Turun disitu, terus kita jalan kaki berdua deh sampe rumah gue -_- mana pake ada anjing segala lagi. Jujur, gue mau nangis waktu itu. Oke ya jangan ditiru.

BESOKNYA, Sabtunya. Pagi-pagi jam 11, gue sama Ica udah tancep gas ke rumah gue yang di kebagusan. Berhubung rumah gue yang disitu deket sama rumahnya Luthfan kita santai-santai dulu. Sampe akhirnya kita, niatnya bikin kue jam 1 malah bikin jam 5. Kurang ngaco apa coba. Mana gue enggak bisa bikin kue, alhasil orang yang biasanya bikin kue cuma 1 jam gue bikinnya 2 jam.

Niatnya, gue mau surprise-in dia jam 12. Tapi, dianya baru dateng jam 3 -_- makanya gue sama Ica nunggu dirumahnya, berdua kayak anak otis sambil foto-foto nih.





udah puas foto-foto gak kerasa tibatiba ada mobil dateng, dan pas diliat. okay, si mas luthfan udah dateng. gue sama Ica lansgung panik nyalain lilin segala macem, dan...luthfan naik keatas terus dia kaget kenapa di kamarnya ada kue pake lilin, sama gambar ucapan gitu. and ye, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUTHFAN!"



AND YES, dia speechless gakbisa ngomong. bengong, haha gue, ica, sama temen-temennya cuma bisa senyum.
and he said "thanks a lot ya..."







tapi, walaupun perjuangan gitu gue seneng banget ngelakuinnya. haha
ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AWESOME GUY! WISH YOU HAVE GREAT ONE, BABY :D

Xxo, Bijou. :)

Apologize

Everybody makes mistake. Sometime it was unpurpose, but sometime it could be consciously. Mistake it's certainly past. We just can regret it, and we can't fix it. But we can learn it to make us be better than before.
I made lots of mistake. And when I realize, i just can say...." I'm sorry. "
Maybe sometime i'll try to make it better, but the FACT IS I can't! We can't go back to our past to fix our mistake, we just can learn it, and make the condition better. Rite? Realize that?
That is why, there's ONE WORD that means something that can changed anything. Which is "SORRY"
There's a few reasons why, we made our mistakes.
Firstly, when we love someone we want to be perfect in their eyes. Rite? We don't want to let them down. We won't make them sad, we won't make them turn into sorrow because of us.
But sometime, what we're doing is wrong.Like, we want to be perfect in someone eyes, so we hidden something really bad from them and finally we told them lies. But I realize! Everyone like this word ---> Truth.
When we try to tell somebody the truth, they would appreciate us. So, don't tell lie to people that you loves. Tell the truth even it's making you worst. Because everybody loves honestly. I do too, you do too, everybody does Rite?
So, tell them the TRUTH. Before, it's too late, and you just can say... "I AM SORRY. Accept my, apology. Please?"

Because you-know-what? There's nothing bad in this world. What you get from your past is a lessons that you can learn. Learn about honestly, learn about "how make people accept our apology", and learn about love. Because, i think nobody wants to hurt people that they love just only because "hidden-something-from-their-past"



Hope you guys learn something from this post :')

Xxo, Bijou.

From Bandung with laugh.

Hello everyone! :D How's your long weekend? I've got a little story for you from my long weekend hihi. Sebenernya sih gue jalan-jalannya pas hari Sabtunya doang haha.

Okay. Start from.....Saturday, 3rd April 2010.
Pagi-pagi. 4 missed called.
Luthfan : "KAMU DIMANA YANG?"
Gue :"mekdi"
Luthfan: "MANA?"
Gue: "gue segede ini gak keliatan apa ya -_-"
Luthfan : "Oh iya itu hehehe"
Gue: " -_- "

haha. Nah, pas gue masuk mobil. Ternyata enggak cuma ada Luthfan doang.
Tapi ada 5 mahluk kayak gini nih. Bentar.

Luthfan Rifqi Hadi. Paling gila tapi juga paling gue sayang. Ahaha. Kegilaannya dia bakal gue ceritain in the end of the story. Key?

Bagus. Dia temennya Luthfan yang jelas. Tapi ya itu orangnya rada gak jelas. Doyan banget foto-foto sampe gue bingung men ahaha. Di camera gue 50 lebih ada kali foto dia ckck haha.

Aso. Ya pokoknya dia temennya Luthfan ya haha. Dia nih yang paling sering take my picture sama Luthfan haha Thankyou, man.

Pai. We called it Pa-i. Not Pie. -_- key?haha. Dia tuh the one who's expert in Social Studies haha. Gue denger ceritanya dari Luthfan.

The last one is, Ryan. How to spell your name, exactly. Ryan. or like this...? R-i-a-n? Okay, that's your business. haha. He's weird-o. Masa gakmau di foto? Orang mah doyan difoto ini gakmau haha. Liat aja tuh muka nya setengah-setengah gitu. ckck.

Introducingnya udah selesai. Now, lemme tell you the storeeeh :D

Okay, where were we? Oh yea, abis jemput gue di McD. Kita langsung jalan ke Bandung, and guess what? 1 jam udah nyampe. Sampe sana i ate my bfast first at Mcd. (again) haha.
Gue sama Luthfan makan disana, temen-temennya makan ke tempat lain. After we finished our bfast. Kita rame-rame ke Paris Van Java. Tapi pake ada iklan dulu di jalan, si Aso turun dari mobil terus ilang(?)
Sampe akhirnya si Aso ketemu, kita langsung ke PVJ. Sampe sana, dompet gue pake acara ilang lagi, dan eh taunya ketinggalan di mobil -_- Ryan juga, dia pake numpang nge-charge hp di mbak-mbak tukang kado. Au-tis semua deh pokoknya hari itu. ahaha.
Tapi. SEBENERNYA. kita itu mau karaokean, yaudah deh kita pada ke inul vista karaokean, and you know what? They 're going insane. Wanna see the pict?




Hahaha, segitu dulu ya fotonya takut kepanjangan hehe. Abis itu, kita gak ada tujuan sampe akhirnyakita mutusin buat ke kampung daun. Tapi pas ditengah-tengah jalan, ada tulisan gede "KAMPUNG GAJAH" dan akhirnya kita iseng masuk kesitu. AND YOU KNOW WHAT GUYS? KEREN BANGET TEMPATNYA! you must to there yang belom pernah kesana. (Y)
Nih, kalo gak percaya.




See? haha, tapi lebih keren kalo lo dateng kesana. Beneran deh haha.
Abis kita puas disitu, kita ke Kampung Daun. Foto-foto, sama gue sempet beli oleh-oleh buat adeknya Luthfan. :D


Hahaha, that's all the picts, man. Abis dari kampung daun, kita langsung balik ke Jakarta. Nah, yang nyetir si Luthfan kan ya. Gue mah udah diem aja, temen-temennya pada jantungan semua. And ya, gue cuma bisa bilang Sa-bar. Namanya juga Luthfan haha.
Sampe jakarta, gue mampir dulu ke rumah Luthfan, and you-know-what? Gue disuruh nginep sama bapaknya, terus besoknya diajak ke Bandung lagi. Okay. That's insane! haha, dan gue juga gakbisa soalnya besoknya paskah. yeaaa...haha, tapi thanks a lot ya fan udah mau nganterin aku pagi-pagi ke cibubur hehe sowwy.

Btw, thanks a lot guys for accompany me in those long weekend. Especially, Luthfan thanks a lot ya :D

Xxo, Bijou.

Veteran.

Gue. Bernadette Bijou Nastiti Pakartiningsih. Lahir di Jakarta 21 Agustus 1994. Bokap nyokap gue punya gelar yang bagus, dan gak pernah bisa di hapus. Bokap gue Professor, Nyokap gue Doktor. Gue juga punya satu gelar tapi sayangnya enggak bagus, dan yang pastinya gak bakalan bisa diapus, seumur hidup gue. Mantan Veteran.

2006.
"Angkatan SD St. Theresia tahun 2005-2006 LULUS 100%!"
Gue sama temen-temen gue yang pastinya seneng banget. Enggak bisa diungkapin rasa senengnya. Hari itu, hari terakhir gue pake seragam SD. Enam tahun enggak kerasa banget kayaknya. Gue udah lega, udah dapet SMP yang gue mau. Tapi, sebelum gue dapetin SMP yang gue mau, perjuangannya gede banget. Setelah masuk SMP itu, perjuangannya lebih gede lagi.

This is my story.

Waktu itu, lagi zaman-zamannya test SMP. Gue ngambil theresia lagi buat jadi SMP gue. Waktu itu juga, keadaan gue lagi kurang begitu enak. Nilai-nilai gue drastis turun. Karena apa? Family problems. Firstly, di akhir kelas 5 SD, bokap nyokap gue dalam tahap penceraian, tapi akhirnya bisa di gagalin. Kedua, nyokap gue pernah sakit hampir 8 bulan karena salah obat. Begitu stress nya gue, sampe akhirnya pelajaran sekolah sempet gue diemin. Tapi, gue tetep belajar-belajar terus buat test SMP gue.

Pas udah hari tes, gue ngerasa bisa ngerjain semuanya dengan bener. Tapi, perkiraan gue salah. Pas hasil pengumuman, ternyata gue cuma keterima sebagai. CADANGAN. Hopeless? Yes.
Tapi gue tetep usaha terus. Sampe akhirnya, pengumuman kedua. AND GUESS WHAT? GUE MASIH CADANGAN! Disitu...Gue sempet nangis. Sempet bingung. Sampe akhirnya bokap gue ikutan masuk di masalah ini. Bokap gue, minta tolong sodaranya, yang kebetulan jadi suster (biarawati) senior di sekolah gue. Bokap gue minta tolong dia, untuk bilang sama kepala sekolah SMP gue, biar gue bisa dimasukkin ke SMP itu. Istilahnya kayak minta tolong cara biar gue bisa masuk di sekolah itu.

Sampe akhirnya, gue bisa make seragam SMP St.Theresia. Thanks, dad.
Tapi...ternyata, gue emang bukan apa-apa disekolah itu. Nilai gue turun lebih parah dari pada di SD. Gue gaktau kenapa, gue ngerasa jadi paling bego. Mungkin karena ke-begoan gue ini, suster kepala sekolahnya enggak suka sama gue. Setiap gue lewat pasti dikomentarin.

"Kok kamu gak pake kaos dalem sih?"
"Kaos kaki kamu naikin!"
"Baju tuh belakang masukin"
"Masa tali sepatu putih? Beli yang item!"
"Rambut di kuncir ya besok"
"Eh, kamu tuh pake kaos dalem dong. Jadi cewek centil banget sih?"

*dulu sih gue senyumin, kalo sekarang: APA MAU LO, asu

Gila ya, yang gue lakuin enggak pernah BENER. Gue udah enggak urusan deh ya sama dia. Gue akhirnya ngejar nilai-nilai gue. Sampe akhirnya ulangan umum semester 1, gue cuma remed. YOU KNOW. M-a-t-h. Dan gue seneng banget. Nah, pas msuk semester 2 nilai gue tambah naik! Tapi....remed gue makin banyak. Gue enggak tau kenapa. Percaya enggak percaya gue remed 7 pelajaran. Sampe tata boga aja gue remed. Enggak ngerti. Bener-bener enggak ngerti.

Kata nyokap gue, "Ini semua kayak di planning. Nilai kamu diturunin, biar kamu bisa gak naik dan dikeluarin dari situ. Mereka ambil titik lemah kamu, math. Mereka ngejelekin nilai kamu disitu. Jadi kesannya kamu enggak bisa. Padahal kamu bisa. "

Sampe akhirnya terima rapot, gue harus nerima semua keadaan. Ya, bener apa kata nyokap gue. Tulisan itu berukuran kira kira 36 dan menyatakan bahwa. Bernadette Bijou Nastiti Pakartiningsih. TIDAK NAIK KE KELAS 8. Secara enggak langsung, wakil kepala sekolah gue ngasih surat bahwa gue harus Drop Out dari SMP itu, karena enggak bisa ngikutin pelajarannya.
Gue liat semua nilai gue, semua diatas SKBM kecuali Math. Sengaja banget diturunin. 4, 58.

Gue cuma bisa nangis...yang lain liburan, gue nyari sekolah baru. Tapi, semua hal tuh ada hikmahnya. Kalo gue enggak veter. Gue enggak akan bisa ketemu sama temen-temen gue yang asik banget kayak sekarang. Dimana gue lagi sedih, seneng, bete mereka ada buat gue.

Thanks a lot, guys.

Xxo, Bijou :D

When I'm missing you.

Hello there, i have no idea why I'm typing these words. I just want to express my feelings. Haha you know what boy? I'm missing you like hell right now. I remember when you looked at my eyes this morning, when you hold my hands tight like before, when you hug me so deep like yesterday, and when you kissed me softly like last night. I want to feel it again, again, and again. Cause, it makes me calm, makes my mood back, makes me feel great, and makes me love you more and more and more and more haha.

I just can share this, with my guitar. I just can express this, with....um a plenty of words that i made with my heart. Just for you my boy.
Here, let me show you.

Looking through the sky, there are too many stars out there.
I just wondering, if that now you're in here beside me.
And singing this song for me.

Don't you know, that I can't get you out of my mind.
I can't stop thinking about you. Oh, my baby I just want you to know.
That I love you, more than you know and more than you do.

Let me tell you something new.
Don't you know that I love you? But, I don't know where are you now.
I'm just hoping that you're missing me just like i do.
You know what boy? I miss your lips, I miss your face, I miss your voice.
I do, I really miss you.

This is what happens to my heart, when you're far away from me. I can't do anything, except thinking about you, writing your name, singing your favorite song, and typing all of these word with my heart. But, when you across my mind...That feelings, called lonely is gone. I feel like there's somebody will protect me, i feel i catch a glimpse of heaven, i feel like this.
But, yea i can't lie to my own feelings. I miss you so badly. I really do. Can I call you? Cause, your voice is the one who can cure my sickness which is "missing you like this"

*this post is dedicated to Luthfan Rifqi Hadi

Xxo, Bijou :')