If.

I miss you. I'm just saying it.
I wanna meet you. Is it confiscated your time too much?
Waiting for you. I always do, and i think it's already be part of my habits since i met you.
I don't even get it why.
Am i doing a biggest mistake?
Is it wrong? When i want to ask you to go out?
Is it wrong? To keep saying "I miss you" all the time?
Is it wrong? To call you every night?
Is it wrong? When i'm crying because i miss you so much?
Is it wrong? If i talked about you TOO MUCH.
Yes.
I always wrong in your eyes.
Gave you all i have.
But one thing that you give it back for me.
One word i mean.
"Crap."

For you i'm just a crap, that not important anymore&...stale.
And. You feel ashamed because you have me.
Am i that bad?

I'm here.
Always tell everyone about our story.
Tell everyone i'm so glad that i got you.
I'm so proud cause i have you.
I feel great when i'm with you.

You're more precious than a gold.
But i'm just a crap that can't be use full for other people.
Specially for you.

I just can give you my tears every night.
A thousand questions.
A hundred worries.
I'm sorry if, i am a biggest mistake for you.
I am sorry.

I just can even make you happy.
But one thing that you should know.
I'm here.
A crap.
Always beside you.
Always hear you.
Always accompany you.
When you need me, or when you don't.





Xxo, Bijou.